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2012-02-14T21:58:00.001+08:00

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We all want to fall in love. Why? Because that experience makes us feel completely alive. Where every sense is heightened, every emotion is magnified, our everyday reality is shattered and we are flying into the heavens. It may only last a moment, and hour, an afternoon. But that doesn't diminish its value. Because we are left with memories that we treasure for the rest of our lives..<3

Haappy Valentiines Daay.!!
Imy BB.!
<3

2012-02-01T20:20:00.000+08:00

I'm in no hurry and ill find him one day. <3
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2012-01-14T12:29:00.000+08:00

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I miss you when something really good happens, because you are the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you are the one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry because I know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you most when I lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other, for those were some of the best times of my life.
imy bufflo boi!
<3

2011-08-22T19:21:00.002+08:00

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bby i miss you soo much.!

im not ashamed to express my love to you.bcos thts how much i love you.

y dunt you understand how i feel about you bby..

I can confidently say tht no other gals can love you like how i do.!

imy soo much boi jack.pls cme bk to me.

)':

2011-07-22T00:19:00.001+08:00

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Im just loosing focus.!
Dunt ask me why,Whereby i myself am not sure wats wrong..!
=.=

2011-07-18T00:14:00.001+08:00

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i miss my bby soo much.!

Just a kol is all i want..!

Mummy.!!

Imiss my boi jacky alot..!!

If ppl really knws his true colours they wouldnt be asking me to push him away..

This is really not him..!

Just give him some time for him to be per normal..!

I knw my bby can do it.!

ILY bby.!

:"(

2011-07-17T18:57:00.000+08:00

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There are so many things I wish I could tell you, but I can't. I'm not sure if you would ever understand because I don't understand half of it. I want to be with you so bad, but I'm so afraid of getting hurt and because of that, I end up getting hurt more. I can sit here and say that I don't care about you and that I'm not going to let you hurt me, and just by saying that I know that you can and have. It's not your fault, it never is. It's me.

2011-07-01T19:28:00.002+08:00

hey ya ppl.!
I am very bored at home nowdays tht my butt cant sit in front of the lappy for hours and blog..!
Im soo bored tht even at 2 am im still willing to clean the house and make sure it is sparkkling shine.!
hahahah..
well!
Boyfi wise!
im very happy.
even though its a very secretive one, i Still love her and we are still having fun.! We will and we will.!
Mr.jACK!
Well mr jack has been MIA for a few weeks.! I miss tht fellor truck loads.!! Without toking to him my day doesnt complete.!Wat i do is to be a clown and msg him every single day..
Even not a reply is sent,i still have that thing in me tht im more thn happy if he knws tht i miss him.!Its more thn enough tht he reads my msg n bring up a smile on his face....
Im more thn happy.!!
I love you Jacky.!!
&
I love you as much as i hate ou boyfi! <3

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2011-06-25T00:16:00.002+08:00

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ok..!

i know its been a long time since ive updated..!

there are realli alot of things to be shared..

ALOT.!

-Peripa is with akka now.

-Boyfi is back

-Hard time juggling alot of stuf..

-I saw tht f...again.!

-Im still addicted yea, yet to let go..

-Boi jack <3

-Alot of comments and opinions..

Life is not how i expected it to be. Its stressful then before.Complicated then before.Ive got alot more to see i knw...

Love is something common in my age huh!>?

LOL

To Mr.Boi jack,

I dunno wthr you know this anot,But i freaking miss you alot.6 years is not easy ok.!I did or am doing watever you want or need. I always wanted you to be happy in life and you know it rite..! Alot of them are giving different comments about you.Some say you are not worth it! some say you're making use of me?

Oh boy, do you?!

All you say is im stress got alot of probs,family issue ,skool probs,Shirt problem BLAHBLAHBLAH.!!!

Y dunt you sit down for a moment and think huh.! You said you wanted to be happy and want to enjoy your life first before you enter NS.!

BULLSHIT YOU ARE ENJOYING YOUR LIFE NOW..!

I f your fate is to fall in the drain then be it.! i oni can bring the horse to the sea, cant force it to drink.!

Your wish huh.!

imy soo much.!

Wen you're going to realise tht..!

): <3

2011-03-28T00:25:00.000+08:00

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The saddest summary of a life contains three descriptions: could have, might have, and should have.

:'(

2011-01-16T19:24:00.002+08:00

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Hi ppl..!Iknw it had been months tht i've updated every1 with my life..Alot of things happen actualli..!Let me summarise them up.((:

-malvin N uma

-Repeating of bio exam

-never celebrate deepavali'10

-Celebrated uma's burfdae successfully.. ((:

-Deva!

-Sean.!

-Seperation of frendship.! ;'((

-Trustworthy loved ones..! ((((:

-"God-brother"

-i'm getting LEGAL this year 2011.!

-13 more days to go...!

JANUARY BABIES

:SHAMNI

:SUGANYA

:JEYENTHIRAN

:DHAIVANAI

:LIVINDHARAJ

-Livin gave him his new number.!

16-01-2011==>CPR event

29-01-2011==>CSI Exibition.!

((((:

2010-10-02T15:48:00.001+08:00

MOST WANTED CHILD..

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2010-10-02T15:27:00.004+08:00

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Hey.!Long time since i have updated my blog..Its not that i was busy.Its just tht i was way too lazy to update alot of stuff.

Something which i want to tell everyone.:

Life is soo stressful.Life is full of pain.Life is full of cunfusion.Not everyone experience happiness in life.You have to go through alot in order for you to experience happiness.I've seen alot of ppl around me who are so stressed up with their work.Its not that they want it to be stressful ..

2010-06-29T23:54:00.005+08:00

27/06/2010=> Indra akka passed away.

I was with her for the pass few weeks,I went to her house and helped her to serve herself.I helped her massage her feet and back.I helped her to feel comfortable and not for her to feel any pain.

She got hospitallised at SGH for three days and the forth day she passed away. I was physically there with her for the three days not thinking about slping but just be with her.She start to lose her memory when the doctor started to give her pain killer by drips.The purpose of him to do so is bcoz for her not to feel any pain.She screamed in pain.Which was wat broke our heart.We asked her to remain strong through out.But there was a time whereby she wasn't able to take the pain n lost hope.

Whatever it is she is resting in peace now.Not suffering.Thats wat we want;her to be happy.

2010-06-13T09:23:00.001+08:00

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OMFG..!

I'M SOO IN PAIN AND MY MUM ASKED ME TO ACCOMPANY HER TO TTSH...!!

FUK LA...

I CAN'T EVEN HELP MYSELF IN ANYTHING..

AND YET SHE EXPECTS ME TO FOLLOW HER.....

2010-06-10T00:29:00.002+08:00

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Cool....!

Iwoke up at 10am today morning.I'm supposed to be in school b4 2 for the high rope element thing.!Just bcoz of my mood last nite whereby i wasn't really able to go to bed in time,i slpt at 3.45am.!I wasn't able to get up from bed,but i really wanted to attend the high rope thing so i didn't really care hw tired i was..!

I called Narmi right after i woke up tht was about 10.45 i guess.!And guess wat?! She just woke up too..!So knwing we'll be late..! we tried our level best to rush..!We reached school at about 3.05.And the sad part was not all of our classmates attended it.!Its ok..!

The whole thing end about 4.!Which was preety fast.!And siva wanted to buy lens in Bugis.,So Narmi,yoges,sheila,emillia and i followed him.We had our lunch at LJS.!After which we were way too bored.!We didn't wanted to head back home straight away..So Narmi,Siva and me wanted to walk aroung bugis junction,While Yoges,Sheila and Emeilla planned to leave first as Yoges and Emiellia were not well.!Sheila thought to accompany Yoges back home.!

After which we were went in WALLET SHOP.!walk around like noones bussiness.! :p and then we had no destinations in our mind and just stood still in the middle of Bugis Junction.Narmi's sister called her and informed her tht she does hair highlights.!

Female :$30-35(depends on your hair length)

Male:$20-25(Depends on the type of hair you have)

And thn i suddenly craved for Ice-Cream and got remembered about the Icce Cream i saw In Suntec.!Its ALCOHOLIC ICE-CREAM..! :D cool eh,...! HEHE..!

I SOO WANNA TRY IT LA..!

ahahahahaha..!

I reached home at about 7.15.! i was damn tired and damn hungry but was damn full.![Ihad no idea how i was full bcoz i didn't had anything for the whole day]so ya.! i ate 2 slices of bread and there i go..!RUNNING TO THE TOILET AND THROWING UP WATEVER I HAD WHICH WAS THE 2 SLICES OF BREAD..!

FUCK..!MY STOMACH AND THROAT REALLY HURTS..!

AND NOW I'M AWAKE BLOGGING..! HAIZ..!

anw..!

Good Morning people.!! :))

2010-06-05T21:04:00.002+08:00

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ok.!

more updates..!

CLass outing is just around the corner,i Told siva i will be helping him to consolidate the details of who will be attending and stuff.Grandad is not well and he is hospitalised.Grandma is working and she tries her level best to visit him as often as she could.I am visiting Grandad everyday and it's about a week since he got hospitalised.And the BEST thing is that i totaly forgot about the class outing.!Since i was to and fro to TTSH,i had no time to keep myself updated about this.Until nadhirah sent us a confirmation msg abt the class outing when where and about the time..

I'm just not responsible enough i guess..I cant jungle 2 things at ones,which is not a goos sign i knw..!

Anw i and uma were on the phone early in the morning at around 7+.We were talking about how our funeral should be held.! :)

OUR EXPECTATIONS:

Uma:She wants everybody who are attending her funeral to wear white.! Those girls who have their hair rebonded have to let go of their hair and have side-parting*like how uma has her hair done always*.She wants her coffin bed also to be white.She wants me to invite everyone want she knws.Including:Mr.white,Short waran,Sean,Randy,Maadu,Paambu,Ahbuji,Ram,Karthink,Jey,Sikkandar and most importantly VINOD..!!!!

She dosent wants Short Waran to cry either to laugh..She wants him to GIve the blur kind of stare he will always give her when they both look at each other..!She dosen't wants Mr.White to cry either,she wants him to smile through out the ritual(she even ask mi to warn him if he didn't smile).And not leaving VINOD at one side..! SHe told me that if you say or don't say oso he will cry bcos...! HE LOVE ME..!! =P

ANd at the same time Sean will be there also,when he sees VINOD crying he will approach him and ask why are you crying for her.And his reply will be We love each other and now she's gone..! aahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah

SEAN AND VINOD FIGHTS....!!! :)

She also dose'nt want yamuna and mike anne to attend her funeral..!!!

LOL...!! :p

Now lets come to my expectations..

Dhaivanai:I must be decorated with green flowers.I want all my loved ones to cry,so that i will know how much they love for me.I dunt want JANA to attend my funeral,bcoz she dosen't deserve to see mi even at my last moment.!I want all my pictures with my frends to be printed out in and booklet and those who are attending my funeral MUST write a last note for me..!**i will read them in heven/HELL** . All the pictures i have uploaded in FB also must be printed and must be framed.! There should be a table with a red cloth on top with all these things displayed NICELY with GREEN FLOWERS..!! and ofcoz all these must be sent with me to the crematorium.! Bcoz i want myself to be burnt not burried.! I can't see myself getting rotten and eaten by mytes..!

Iwant ALL my frends to be attending my funeral..! I REALLY MEAN ALL MEANS ALL..!

My c4 frends

My skool frends{primary skl,sec skl,ITe}

My outside frends{YISHUN ITE,FB,FRENDSTER}

TUITION FRENDS,FRENDS WHO I MET IN TEMPLE..!!!

ALLLLL MEANS ALL MY FRENDS..!!

IF I HAVE SMILED AT THE PERSON B4 MEANS THEY ARE ALSO CONSIDERED AS MY FRENDS ASN MUST ATTEND MY FUNERAL..!!

Since i have alot of frends..!! they must put their money together for my News paper article thing.!The one whole page must be MINE.!!! it must be about my DEATH..!i'm not tht self fish ok..!! i want it to be coulred also..!! Iwan it to be the whole page bcoz i want all my frends and realatives name to be typed ..!!!

ALL MEANS ALL..!!!!

ANd reminded again..! ALL HAVE TO CRY..! I DIDN'T EXPECT ALL OF YOU TO CRY TILL ALL OF YOU COLLAPSE BUT CRY IN THE SENSE OF THINK OF THE MOMENT I WAS WITH YOU..! JUST MISS ME ONCE IN YOUR LIFE TIME..! THATS ALL I WANT..!

:)))

2010-05-30T11:24:00.002+08:00

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SKOOL IS AWESOME..!!

hahahax..!

its been a long time since i've updated all of you guys with my daily doings..!

I'm just a little busy with my stuff..!

THINGS TO KEEP YOURSELF UPDATE...

1.She is begging for my frendsship.

2.I and soul are not in good terms.

3.There are alot of rumours spreading in class

4.I'm a addicted to ____

5.I'm soo missing someone

6.I really need him.

7.Past memories are flashing in my mind.

8.I want to start a new life without HER.

9.I'M WAITING FOR MY MR.RIGHT..!

10.NS THY EXAMS AND BIO SCI1 EXAMS ARE ON MONDAE AND TUESDAY..

11.My attachment starts on 5th of july.

12.I'm done with my first jab of hep B.

13.I love going skool nowdaes.

14.i've shifted from VICEROY to NEXT..

MORE UPDATES WILL BE COMING UP..!!!

2010-05-30T11:20:00.000+08:00

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If you dress nicely, he says you're a snob. If you dress sexy, he says you're a slut. If you argue with him, he says you're stubborn. If you're quiet, he says you're stupid. If you call him, he says you're needy and clingy. If he calls you, he says you should be grateful. If you don't love him, he'll try to win you. If you love him, he'll leave you. If you don't fuck him, he'll say you don't love him. If you do, he'll say you're easy. If you tell him your problems, he'll say you're irritating. If you don't , he'll say you don't trust him. If you lecture him, he'll say you're bitchy. If he lectures you, it's because he "cares". If you break a promise, you can't be trusted. If he breaks it, he had to. If you cheat, he'll expect it to be over. If he cheats, he expects to be given another chance either way.

I LOVE YOU BABY..!!

2010-05-01T09:53:00.000+08:00

I♥JN1004E

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2010-04-15T17:16:00.000+08:00

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PAIN
this world we live in may look in order
but if you look again you will find
the world is full of pain,
the pain is all around us
we can't help but inflict it
it can't be avoided,
you hurt for no reason
that's just the way it is
there is no way to eliminate pain
only to embrace it

in your life you only see what you can handle
if you saw any more you'd go insane
true pain is unbearable, you can't live with it.
but pain is needed for some things
that's just the way it is
life without pain is life with out living
life comes and life goes, but
pain is forever, your heart gets torn
out and thrown to the curb even if the person who did it
doesn't know. you feel as though you never want to
feel again. when you feel this way you know how pain works.

Pain is mostly a state of mind
if you can put it behind
you, you can feel whole again.
Like I say the only pain is not knowing what pain is,
cause until then every thing will hurt you more than it should.
when you know true pain the past will not matter
nothing will matter, for then you'll be dead.

2010-03-01T01:47:00.002+08:00

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hie..!!

hahahax...

its been like how long..!!

wow..!!

veriveriveri long..!!

=))

hope every1 are good out there..!!

i did make an extra effort todae to blog to blog this particular issue,not to state anyone in particular..!

Dear xXx,

remember the time your parents pamper you getting you all the things you wanted..!Remember the times they consulted you when ever you were down..!Its not rite for you to make such a harsh decision bro..!You said it happened a couple of times..! SOO..!

Whatever it is he is still your dad..! The more they scold you it shows the amount they care for la bro..! Theres no use of grtting angry for this la..!! whatever it is even though your'e dead your'e not going to be burried as a orphanage obviuosly..!!

YOU WILL STEP INTO YOUR HOUSE SOON..!!

2010-02-16T22:48:00.002+08:00

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Alright today was indeed boring..!! seriously.! sitting down under the sun waiting for customers to appraoch you and seeing different kind of books;KILLS ME..! =))

I didn't give much intro of how my working frends are rite..?! hahax ok..!

There they go..!

DURGA

HEMA

BAVANI

VENGA ANNE

these are the people whom i will be hanging out with aft work..! talking to them laughing out loud ! Its a way to relieve stress i can say..!!

Hema:A very nice and sweet girl to get to knw.1 a great person to talk to..!

Venga anne:A very nice person to approach if you have any problems,he always gives his best to his frends and loved ones..!

HAVING THESE PEOPLE AROUND ME MAKES ME FEEL SOO SPECIAL..!LAUGHING AS IF I'VE NO PROBLEM IN ME..! THATS REALLY GREAT..!

Thanks alot people..!I knw and believe that we can make it together till the end..!!

18th FEB 2010.! POSTING RESULTS DAY..!!

I KNOW SHE KNOW.! I ALREDY TOLD HER WAT I WANT IN LIFE.! IF SHE STILL INSIST NOT TO GIVE ME THE COURSE I WISH..! I WILL LEAVE IT TO HER TO TAKE MY LIFE AWAY..!SHE KNOWS HOW DEPPRESSED I WAS NOT GETTING THE POLY COURSE I WISH..! I CRIED TO HER KNWING THAT SHE WILL SHOW ME A WAY TO COME OUT OF IT..!I'VE TAKEN THE CHANCE BELIEVING THATS THE WAY TO COME UP..!

Now my life is in your hands ma..!!Lead me the way in life..!!

2010-02-14T00:15:00.002+08:00

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have lots of things to blog..!!

this is for now..!!

I'm celebrating this year's valentine day SINGLE AGAIN..!!!

when i was incharge og cashiering in atruim...

alot of couples hold hands they were so happy..!

i saw saw flowers in the girl's hand..!

WOOOOWW..!!!

I'M LIKE SERIOUSLY NOT ME..!!!

Janet jackson..!1

WTHF??!

HAHAHA..!!

thks to siva and daren anne..!!

LOL..!!

2010-01-25T23:13:00.003+08:00

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HIE..!!

blogging like after so many months i gues..!!

i'm like too busy with my work..!!

handling crazy kiasu customers is my duty..!!

smile:greet:have a nice day

hahax..!!

ya i like the job..!!

running around to check prices..!!

hahax..!!

i do wash eyes..!!

kekekex..!!

noone there are around my age though 1 or 2 are..!!

i'm eye washing them..!!

thaipusam is on the way..!!

i'm starting my fast tmw..!!

=))

muruga i'm on the wae..!!

=)))))

2010-01-06T00:20:00.000+08:00

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2010-01-04T23:55:00.002+08:00

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"MY PP8 LOW!AND I CANT REPLY!REPLY BACK TO MY NUM!DUN REPLY BACK TO TIZ NUM!"

so wat??!!

it was and accident that i send you tht msg ok..!!

why did you gave me a miss kol..!!

Anw my question was"y did u kol?"

i didn't ask you the reason why you didn't reply man..!!

THE BET IS STILL ON BABE..!! I'M DOING THIS WHOLE-HEARTEDLY..

"hey FREND!not to worri abt anything ok..!! all you need is someone to tell informations abt her rite..!! so, if there's nthing you want to knw abt her..i'm nothing to you la..!! rite..!!

FUCKYOU..!!

2010-01-03T02:03:00.003+08:00

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hmmm....

tmw is the first day of skool..!! i'll be alone alone at home..!! hope that guy has lots of vacancies..!!and..

keeping myself busy dosen't mean that i've gotten rid of you..!!

SELF-FISH idiods like you wun't feel it actually.!!

It seems you're problem free,no wonder no sound from you..!!

I'm not a senseless creature like you think..!

ALL the BEST UNKNOWN..!!

=)/(

2010-01-03T02:03:00.002+08:00

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its been like a week since we kept in touch..!!

WOW..

one week ok..!

its not as easy as you think..!!

WE GALS CAN MAKE IT WITHOUT GUYS..!!

2009-12-30T01:13:00.003+08:00

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Unknown-"your prepaid low is it"

Dhaiva-"Ya why?!"

Unknown-"So eventhough i miss kol you ,you cannt get huh?"

Dhaiva-"Ya,anything msg me.I'm able to receive msges!"

Unknown-"Ooo..Must i waste my 5 centz to msg you..?!"

Fuck..!!

Whenever you need ppl to listen to ur problems and stories they must be there for you..! But you don;t even bother to spend them your bloody 5 cents to reply them is it..!!In these 7 mnths i hve really gone through alot la..!!

"ALOT" in the sense of getting to know yr true colours..!! i dun knw even if you own frends knw abt your true colours anot..!! because you are not even true to them wat..!! You don't even bother to tell them your problems and treat them as a frend.? why the hell do you need them..?Toget alcohol whenever you need is it..!? Thats what you know what..?! DRINKDRINKDRINK...!!

Dhaiva-"Did you ask me to kol you?.."

Unknown-"YA..!now oni you remember me is it?.."

Dhaiva-"huh? wat do you mean?.."

Unknown-"Don't know how to kol me in these 4 days is it..?!"

Dhaiva-" O.o? i was busy la..Thatz why i msged you MERRY CHRISTMAS..! "

Unknown-"You knw how to msg me without anyone knwing.!youcant kol me without anyone knwing is it..?!"

Dhaiva-"WTH..!? first of all you didn't even bother to reply me wat,what makes you think i will think that u'll ans my kol..?!"

Unknown-"Hey.!i didn't reply coz i was angry tht you didn't kol OK..!?"

Dhaiva-"CRAP..!!"

Unknown-" *few sec silents* "kol me when you're free..!"

Dhaiva-"WHATEVER LA..!"*hungup the phone

FISH..!!

You think wat..!! ppl soo free to entertain n kol u isit..!! appreciate that atleast i msg u la ..!!You didn;t even have the sense to appreciate ppl..!! [AND YOU NEVER WILL]

2009-12-25T22:09:00.003+08:00

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2009-12-24T00:01:00.004+08:00

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i'm realli SUPER DUPER bored now adays.. i'm sleeping at 3 or 4 plus and waking up at 10 +.. which i knw is ridiculous coz i'm not the gal who wakes up at 10 in the morning..!! My max will be til 8.30am..!! and i will be prepared to start my day..!!

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Uma Thevi How will u feel wen yr love one say "what to do ? its my fate ! have to tolerate yr nonsense till 2013* to u ??

Dhaivanai Gurumuthuraja

I will slap them n say i have been tolerating u since this while..!! appreciate me for that FOOL..

Today at 1:12am ·

Uma Thevi

hmm true but love ones will nvr appreciate wat u have done but they will find fault in it.. they will only appreciate wen they are already gone from them .. then its too late ...

7 hours ago

Dhaivanai Gurumuthuraja

Let them realise it now my dear..They just have to be alone for a few daes.. n will realise what they are missing !!

3 hours ago ·

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I would like to highlight this..!!

This fool i knw is such a fool tht makes him a biggest fool on earth that no one can be as fool as him..!! whereby this fool have a hard time to realise that everybody arnd him alrdy promote him as the world's biggest fool..whereby it is hard for this fool to be dramatic again..!!

You're the Biggest FOOL i've ever met..!!!

2009-12-21T01:16:00.003+08:00

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As what thiviya told..!! feelings cnt be expressed in wrds..!! But i'm still figuring a way out..!! You wanna play hide-n-seek..!! what's there to worri?I will go with the flow oso..!!! Even though i mumble alot.. , i still can be stable..!! lets see ok..!!!

WE SHALL COUNT THE DAES TOGETHER..!!

2009-12-20T16:39:00.001+08:00

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You left me here, waiting
For a phone call that would never come
And I was left hanging
For something that would never happen

And I wasted my day
I could have gone out and had some fun
And it won’t make my day
If you try to give a lame excuse

I’m so disillusioned
And now I feel disappointed
Hear my resolution
Because our time has come to an end

2009-12-15T17:36:00.002+08:00

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ok ppl..!! yesterday i actualli went out for 5 times..!! which was reali cool..!! tht was wat i reali want..!! i want to keep myself occupied..!! yesterdae morning i called S he was busy n asked mi to kol him bk 5 min ltr..!which is impossible..!! i called uma todae at 12 and we were toking..!! i serioulsy dun knw wen will these end..!! i didn't kol bro todae..!! And i will be back home tmw morning..!!

Be happi that you be getting who you loved soon,don't think abt the journey you will be spending alone..Just remember that alot of ppl are beside you to support you through out..

2009-12-11T18:53:00.003+08:00

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okay..!

People,my comp has broke down and i have difficulty blogging and even checking mails..!!so yup..!!

Humans around us these daes are such a ***** that they cant even understand ppl them..!!There are alot of things happening alot which i dunt want them to continue..!! i want it to come to an end..!! PLEASE...!! Whats wrong of havin a guy frend..!! he is not my boy frend..!! he is my GOD BROTHER..!!! ogawd..!! PLS STICK THIS TO YR HEAD.!!!

One of the daes i cant recall went i went over to uma's place and then met my frend.. It was my dae i gues..!! As i saw a brand new thing..!! WOHOOO..!!! i had it all my self..!! While uma was watching me..!! **poor gal..*** anw its good for her oso..!! corct a not sean..!! hehehehex..

09/12-went for interview at cckps

10/12-went to serangoon,bishan

11/12-joe's place

2009-12-05T23:00:00.006+08:00

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i finally went out with my mum and sis..!! its nthing special but..! i usually wun't feel like stepping out of my house as i'll be on the phone toking to the both of them everytime..!! i wun't have the heart to put down the phone..!! Hanging on the phone is a addiction to me..!! Frankly they are the drugs i dun wish to miss in my life...!! my dae will be TERRIBLE without them..!! I SWEAR..!!

But todae..!! i was keeping myself occupied..!! i didn't wanted to go for the engagement..If i decided not to attend it..! i know that i will be tempted to kol them..!! which i'm not prepared for..!! i just dun want them to loose their mood coz of mi..!! i want it to experience the pain alone..!! its the decision i made it myself..!!

DUDE:===> i miss you guys damn alot..!! its oni 1 dae.. , but i seriously cant take it..!! Whatever it is i really hope you guys are having a gd conversation..!! =]

I REALLY MISS YOU GUYS..!!

[THE TWO DRUGS I Need IN MY LIFE..!]

ImissHER;ImissHIM :'(

2009-12-04T15:22:00.003+08:00

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I KNOW I'M NOT PERFECT..!!

Lying here

Watching my whole past pass me by

Walking on like they’ve forgotten

Moving on

Looks like they got impatient

Looks like I’ve hit another wall

Only this one’s stronger

And it won’t budge. Not for me

Lying here

Lying here so many times

Yet I’ve never looked at the world this way

Never seen it backwards before

This world so full of people

All moving so quickly around me

These people I used to know

Somewhere lost deep in memories past

I'm not even sure what my face says these days

Whatever it is it’s probably a lie

I keep digging this hole

Like I want to stay living here

Most of the time I don’t think I can do this

Most of the time I'm having to say sorry

Split seconds of comfort keep me alive

Most of the time

A hand grabs hold of mine

Like it needs me again

Only this time it’s holding onto me to stop me falling

And this time I pull away. Let go

This time is different

This time I’m not saying sorry

I'm going to get up and leave on my own

This time I’m not saying sorry

I don’t know anyone anymore

They’re all my past

And my past is walking away from me

This time I'm not saying sorry

It shouldn’t hurt like this

It shouldn’t be hard to live

It shouldn’t be so easy to turn your back on me

It shouldn’t be like this

Thinking makes me sick

Thinking about anything for too long

Thinking about anything makes me sick

Thinking about this makes me sick

It’d be nice to know someone has me surrounded

Curled up, safe, asleep

Asleep in cupped hands

Protected.

Believe me when I say

I’m really not okay with this

These tears are going nowhere

This is going nowhere

I am going nowhere

I wonder

Would they notice

If I wasn’t here

Somehow I doubt it

I just wish I was strong enough to find out

They’re not enough anymore

They’re not there for me the way they used to be

I guess they’re just tired

It’d be nice of them to stay a while

See me through this

But if I didn’t hurt them so much maybe they would

But this time I'm not saying sorry

I can't do this alone

But I'm not hurting people again

I can't do this at all

But I will

Nothing can comfort me tonight

Everything hurts

I ache all over

Ache with this

Lucidity

Never been so far

I can't take interest in my head tonight

Sometimes I wish they’d let me die

I’ve nowhere else to turn to

I guess that means face. Fight

Leave me to fend for myself if you love me

I won’t tell you how I'm feeling

This time I'm not saying sorry.

2009-12-04T15:22:00.002+08:00

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Some people think of Teen Love and smile. It's not real love, they say. Puppy Love, they call it. Those people, I think, have very short memories, and no longer recall the realities of their first love experiences. While few expect teen love to last a lifetime, that hardly makes it less real. Half or more of all adult love doesn't last a lifetime either.

Teen love is very real. And powerful. Perhaps at no other time in our lives are the joys and pains felt as strongly, or experienced more deeply. Who among us, after all, can ever forget our first love?

2009-12-03T22:58:00.003+08:00

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do you know how irritating it feels to be in between you both..!! I am not being bad and thatz the truth..!! if i were to ask you , your answer will be"i know what i'm doing,eventhough i'm going in a wrong path i will correct it in the future..!! " ? why are you supposed to correct it in the future and not now..!!! being the middle person whom knows the truth of both of you makes me crack my brain every single dae controling myself..

i'm also a human being who have feelings and emotions..!! whom do i approach to tell my problems if you guys were to fill mi up with ur problems every single dae..!!

My dear frend in these few years you have not learnt to think for yourself..all you have to say is i'm your heart and soul..!! in future how sure are you that i'll be rite beside to guide you throughout your life..!!! life is short dude..!! learnt how to think for yourself..!! eventhough it is difficult, it will be really helpful in the future..!!!

2009-12-02T14:19:00.001+08:00

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2009-11-30T13:50:00.000+08:00

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2009-11-25T23:33:00.000+08:00

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It was like a terrible addiction
I couldn't get enough
A tidal wave of attention
Just swept me up

Why did I like it so much
After it hurt me so bad
I don't know
I will never know

My mismatched feelings of
Love, loss, regret
I became my own nightmare
One I couldn't get past,
One I couldn't forget

You were the monster on my back,
The drug that wouldn't stay away,
But as much as I tried I failed,
It was too hard,
I liked the feeling to much,
I wanted to be wanted
But after it all
I realized what I got,
Heart break

2009-11-25T13:19:00.002+08:00

Prom Nitez 2009

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2009-11-23T10:47:00.002+08:00

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Appreciate more, depression less

one of the more important things I have learnt from the school of life is to "appreciate" more and "depreciate" less.This pushes me to constantly remind myself to bulid up rather than tear down , especially when interacting with people around me - be they my parents ,friends or even strangers i'm meeting for the first time.There is nothng quite like a word of encouragement , a warm and personable smile , or and extended hand of friendship to perk upsomeone's day.Over the years, i have learnt never to underestimate the power of gestures.They have proven to be more potent than prescribed medication when it comes to soothing a broken spirit. You may think of them as small gestures,but they can go a long way towards elevating self esteem, to the extent of even saving a life.

"See the world aroung you for what it is, and know that it cannot bring you down"

2009-11-21T21:39:00.002+08:00

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first dae of work was preety good..!! aliitle weird though it went smoothly..

i saw this chinese man who approached me saying "MY FREND..!!!" he was in his early 40'z...i smiled at him weirdly asking for his recipt and he took out his wallet..after which he started talking about some things which i dun rally understand though...i juzt shoook my head going with the flow..!!after that he took this card.[4diff couloured cards].i chosed green..!! he smiled at me and took out his pen.he wrote there $100.He than told me that next year chinese new year falls on the feb 14.He also tolf me that during that 7 daes after th3 14th if i were to see him he will give me 100 bucks in cash..!! i smiled at him and just knod my head..he than told me if i didn't see him for the 7 daes..he told me to keep the green card as a piece of love..he than asked mi how much would i give to my sister if i would to get the 100 bucks..i told him 50-50..he than told"FANTASTIC..!!"..!he quickly than took out his wallet and gave me two 5 dollars.! he told me to keep this as a hong bao..!!he told mi that " gave it to u as two 5 dollars coz u told mi that u would give half of yr share to yr sis..!!" he than kep the money in my X-MAS hat and told mi"GOD BLESS YOU"and just went off..!!!!

WEIRD HUH??

HAHAHA..!!

2009-11-20T11:45:00.005+08:00

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Have you ever seen someone whom are att for the sake of it..?

Have you ever seen someone who sweet talks to a girl while being att with another..?

Have you seen someone who gives CRAP reasons to prove that they right but actually they are not..?

well i have..!!

FEELING GUILTY HUH..?? oni you and i know the TRUTH.. you told me not to tell anyone well i kept my word.!! YOUR'E NOT A MAN OF YOUR WORD..!!

2009-11-18T22:07:00.002+08:00

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er...!!

i still hven get things done..!!

like realli hven..!!

and..!!

ya..!!

you know..preety gals like i sae dun know how to have a perfect life..!!they tend to play with things not realising how they will suffer later..!!

ya..!!

i had to get things done..!!!

2009-11-17T13:45:00.001+08:00

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Have You Ever?
Have you ever been told what to do with your life and you can't take it any more and you just want to give up but you’re scared?
Well I have.
Have you ever wondered what it would be like if you can go back a change the things you have done and hope that it wouldn't be like it is now?
I have.
Have you ever been told to go to counseling and then you do but i doesn't really help but then you still go to counseling just to make the person who put you in happy?
Well I have.
Have you ever wondered what life would be like with that person you have lost in your life and said to your self things would be different if that person was still here?
I have.
Have you ever pondered what it would be like if you were to grow old by your self and then you got scared to grow old by your self?
Well I have.
Have you ever felt love but it turned out that it couldn't be because you’re the one who is a mess and it couldn't happen?
I have.
Have you ever remembered only the bad in your past and it haunts you and you'll never forget?
Well I have and still.

2009-11-16T15:31:00.001+08:00

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2009-11-16T14:33:00.002+08:00

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Let me start it of as usual..!!

Iwoke at 7 to get redy for the work-in interview..it when on good..i came back home and prepared something to eat ..!! i was damn hungry..!As usual i was preparing MAGGI..!! lol .. =p and than remembered that sean gave me miss kol ..! than i called him after that we toking ... suddenly sean told mi that viky ask for appology..!!! I WAS LIKE"HUH??"than he told it was for the other time when i called him this guy shout at me for no reason..!! than i told him it's ok..than we were toking..!!

Suddenly this story came about..!! this guy like this gal..! and he hopes that atleast she can understand him even though that gal dosen't want a relationship and stuf..!!

HA..!!tht same stuff again ppl..!!

Let me just tell you something..!!

this gal here is not ready for a relationship yet..! she does not want one oso..! its not that she understand you but its you understand her and just be a good frend to her..!! alot of ppl noticed that when a gal and guy are just frends..!! their life just rwaks..!!having a great time together chit chatting and scolding each other..!!but.. when it comes to a point where they are having a relationship together..!! alot of fights and misunderstandings which lead to depression..!!! fight and fight and fight..!!

DO YOU WANT SUCH A RELATIONSHIP..!?!?!?1

ITS YOUR WISH..!!

2009-11-15T09:10:00.002+08:00

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FROM TODAE ITS 7 MONTHS..!!

2009-11-13T18:24:00.002+08:00

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Today i woke up at 5 in the morning woke up my mom and went back to bed again.Atound 6 plus she asked me to keep an eye on my bro as he was havina a high fever.I than went to my mom room to check his temperature and stuff..My bro than woke me up at 7 plus saying tht he wanted to sleep in my room.So,i carried him and put him beside me..!! I than woke up at 8 to do break fast for my bro and gave him his antibiotics.He was than very weak..i tried my best to keep him active but he was too weak..!

I than got to know tht mi bro had a infection..!

I called uma at about 10 plus and got to knw tht some one went to a 3-day seminar..

"You want be a MILLIONARE"hahaha..i seriously laughed out loud after hearing that..not being bad but..ya!! LOL..=]

todae was trying to search for a job n i got one..!! oni weekdaes..! but i wanted to wrk for the 5-days..! so still searching for one..!!!

JOB HUNTING IN PROGRESS

2009-11-12T22:12:00.005+08:00

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today i woke at 7.00..i went to the temple with thiviya at about 10.00.. she came over to my place at about 9 plus i guess..i did breakfast for her...we ate togather and left my place asap..after which we took 67 to go to cck interchange and took 307 to meet thiviya's mom..after tht we walked to yew tee which was preety near..after tht i did threading in KUSHI..trust me i dun knw why i cnt take the pain..as usual my eye turned red and started tearsing..my sis and thiviya started laughing...we've planned to do full face threading two days before our prom..i seriously dun knw how is it going to be..but i know it is going to be damn painful.."NO PAIN NO GAIN"

As i and uma planned i was on the way to meet her in cck interchange..there was this chinese gal who was sitting rite behind me.. she kept on mumbling.."Chow chi Chow" i seriously dun knw wat it means but..1 i expected something else from her mouth which was "chow chi bie" =D..its not my fault la...hahaha..but too bad she was just a young gal..=p..so ya..!!aft i reached the interchange i quickly brisk walked to the control station knwing tht uma was alredy there ..i quickly walked andsaw her covering her mouth and laughing like a mad dog..!!i was like she was supposed to be mad on me..?!?!?isn't she? ok, but that wasn't what happened..she asked to turn behind and see so i also went in the flow..GUESS WHAT.. i saw this guy whom was very familar..and he was SEAN..haha..

i'm just too shock to seet this guy here la..nthing much..!!its been a long time since i saw him though..haha..i was vry shock and i was like "wat the hell la gal..?!! , wat is this guy doing here?!?"and she was like "its a surprise i told you!"

and nowi'm like kind of a sleepy..!lol..?!i think going to bed is the rite solution..!?!

And be fore i forget its ZAINUL'S BURFADE TODAE..!!

haPPi 16TH burfDAE zaiNUL..!!

zainul a very nice guy to be frend with..

the most intresting thing about him is..

"he is able to survive alone in skool"

which i barely can't..

i always need someone to tag with...

he was such a clown went he was sec 1..

hahax miss tht fun man..

ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR FUTURE FREND..!!

takkaire babes..

2009-11-12T13:49:00.009+08:00

2009-11-11T08:45:00.003+08:00

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yesterday was still not bad...

i spend half of my time revising and another half toking to U and J..

nice toking them yesterdae..

but.,its juzt that Uma gets a liitle bullied..

thats all la...

hahaha...

and

ya...

nvr msg..

so you think i care about the person who didn't even bother about others...

today..

i'm doing my reading of notes and thatz it for todar and FOREVER...

my mom told me if i were to do badly in my O's[touch wood]

she told me that she have to talk to uma's mom..!!

have no idea why but..

the truth is i oni toked to her in the morning for a while and spend my rest of the day studying...

2009-11-10T21:00:00.000+08:00

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2009-11-10T15:18:00.000+08:00

ITS ALL OVER TMW BABE..!!!!!
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2009-11-10T14:28:00.002+08:00

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i just did my tamil paper...

it was easier than before..

so,hope i can get a A2...

at least a A2...

SOOO...

YA...

n someone msg mi to kol them..

yea well i did..

**as usual**

they told mi that they lost their mobile phone and stuff..

they told me they are very stress becoz of something...

and the most IRRITATING part was..

tht person wasn't toking properly as usual..

WTH...

PLZ LA...

i asked them "WHAT HAPPEND".

**as usual**

they said "NO NOTHING"

**as usual**

i mumbled to my self

"WTHF"

and tht person was like "Wat did you jus said?"

i told them "WTHF?"

and they told mi that their frend also asked them the same thing ..

wat happened to them and stuff..

and..

i bet that they gave up asking this idiod wats his problem..!!!!

and..

THAT PERSON DIDN'T ADMIT THE TRUTH OF WTS GOING AROUND THEM AND WEN I ACTULLY CAME DOWN ASK REPEATEDLY ASK THEM WATS WRONG THEY DIDN;T EVEN BOTHER TO TELL ME THE TRUTH..

AND AT ONE PART THEY JUST HUNG UP THE PHONE..

THEY DARE ASK MI TO KOL THEM AGAIN....

fucker..

lets see la how long can this last..

BLODDY HELL..

GET LOST MAN...

DONT U DARE MSG ME AGAIN...

2009-11-08T17:52:00.000+08:00

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alot of things are happenning these days...

i used to or maybe still having someone where they can share their worries to mi..

i have nvr scolded nor hatered them...

but..

i realli dun knw the fact they are not telling me the truth which is happening around them..

maybe i dun deserve to know as i'm noone to them or i just simply dun deserve to know...

GAWD..

i've nvr felt like this before..

it's been two days since i had a gd sleep...

i'm juzt waiting for tht particular person to msg mi..

maybe they are busy with their NEW girlfrend...

be with her thn...

lets see who can u share your worries n sorrow with BRO...

2009-11-05T13:37:00.000+08:00

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THIS IS A REALI NICE BREAK DOWN POEM BY:

Rebecca Beckham

Tears falling down my cheak,
whats happining to me?
I used to be so strong,
but lately I feel so weak.
all the stress brings me down,
It gives me no choice,
I cant seem to speak my mind,
I just can't find my voice.
more cuts end up on my wrist,
something else I got to hide,
besides the smile I used to have,
but now it's hid behind,
the other part of me,
the person I pretend to be,
so you dont see my tears,
I fight all my fears,
I can't show emotion,
so I store it all inside,
but It builds up,
I breakdown,
I have to cut myself to let it all out.
The pills numb my pain,
puts the stress off to the side,
and when I bleed it all out,
I feel better inside.

2009-11-05T13:07:00.000+08:00

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i'm left with 3 more papers..

Pure geography,Tamil and sci paper 1..

and i will be DONE with my O-LEVELS...

I did the best i could and i am also hoping for the best..

how i wish everything will be how i wanted to be..

haha..

just being a little self scented for a moment..

As i said," Humans have to learn how to live with reality. "

Life is so unfair..

knowing tha I'M no PPERFECT..

haha..

it hurts..!!

...

why is life only like heaven to those people who dosen't even worth for it..!!

as our elders used to say:

" be who you are ; and you will sure deserve the best "

even though things that i wished for did not turn out to be true..

I'M HAPPI FOR WHO I AM..

A usual 16 yr old gl who will turn 17 on 29th januray2010..

a nomarl human being who feels the pain when got hurt ,feels happy if things turn out to be good.. and will be down if things turned desustrous..

THIS IS ME..!!

Free as the wind that blows through the trees,
Active as the buzzing of the energetic bees,
Wild as the flowers that grow in the field,
But as calm as the deep blue sea

My smile is extra bright,
And the love I give is just right,
I'm so happy about my life,
That my soul just shines,
Even when life begins to taste like a sour lime,

I'm not your average young lady,
Jewels, diamonds, and pearls are things I don't need,
To love, respect and honor is my creed,
So I'll always keep it real,

I am what I am
Youngand Be-you-ti-full,
I do the best I can,
I will never change because I know me just being, is enough,
I can only be me and that's all I will ever strive to be

2009-10-23T21:32:00.000+08:00

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"You can meet and like millions of people but you can only love one"

"Cut in your heart,the sorrow is deeper comapared ti the cuts in your hand, as it is difficult to heal."

THIS WAS BY MHD NIZAM B ROSLAN..

2009-10-09T22:53:00.001+08:00

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Children's Thoughts on Love

"I think you're supposed to get shot with an arrow or something,
but the rest of it isn't supposed to be so painful."
... Manuel, age 8

"Love is the most important thing in the world, but baseball is pretty good too."
...Greg, age 8

"No one is sure why it happens, but I heard it has something to do with
how you smell...that's why perfume and deodorant is so popular."
...Mae, age 9

"One way is to take the girl out to eat. Make sure it's something she likes to eat.
French fries usually works for me."
... Bart, age 9

"Don't do things like have smelly, green sneakers. You might get attention,
but attention ain't the same thing as love."
... Alonzo, age 9 "

When a person gets kissed for the first time, they fall down
and they don't get up for at least an hour."
... Wendy, age 8

"If you want to be loved by somebody who isn't
already in your family, it doesn't hurt to be beautiful."
...Anita, age 8

"I look at kissing like this: Kissing is fine if you like it,
but it's a free country and nobody should be forced to do it."
...Michael, age 8

"Don't say you love somebody and then change your mind ...
Love isn't like picking what movie you want to watch."
... Natalie, age 9

"I'm not rushing into being in love.
I'm finding fourth grade hard enough."
...Regina, age 10

2009-10-09T22:53:00.000+08:00

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HIE....!!

long time no see..!!

hahaha...

yup..

i'm now very busy with skool stuff..

like very very..!!

ya VERY..!!

todae i was in skool till 8 and left skool arnd 8.05pm..!!

YO is open frm todae onwards..

evry tuesdae n friday...!

todae i was doing MATHS MATHS MATHS..!!

BIGBIG maths sums..!!

easy SOLUTION..

but:have to think BIGBIG FOR ANSWERS..!

ya..!!

i'm very tired.!!

going to sleep..!!!

GOOD NIGHT..!

TAKKAIRE..

n ya..!!

its their last dae..!

[=]ARCHANA

[=]JASMIN

[=]SHAKILA

[=]SUGANYA

[=]LIVIN

[=]EDWIN

[=]DHINESH

[=]NOVIN

[=]SIVA

=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]

i'm like kindoff missing smeone alredy..!!

**dun think wild..!=p

2009-09-13T12:40:00.000+08:00

RANDOM..

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2009-09-11T21:18:00.000+08:00

can someone buy for me this green carebear which is in my mind for months!!

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2009-09-11T21:03:00.000+08:00

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2009-09-03T18:16:00.000+08:00

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O-LEVELS...

IS THE ONE AND ONI THINK I AM THINKING NOW..

DAY AND NITE BURING MID NITE OIL...

HAVE TO STUDY....

I HAVE LOTS TO COPE WOTH..

ITS A MUZ FOR MI TO GET B3 FOR MATHS..

BIG JUMP HUH...

BUT I KNOW I AM ABLE TO DO....

JUST ALITTLE MORE EFFORT...

REALLY NEED MORE EFFORT....

YUP SO..

frends whom have been not attending school..

pls pls pls...

for your own good sake..

do come to skool....

one dae realli makes a diff..

ita abt how much you refresh your memory...

all the sec 3 work....

maths ,sci or humanities...<sec3stuff>

all these are supposed to be be fresh like an apple in our memory..

dnt coursework is over so..now we are to concentrate on our theory which consists of 30% of our marks...

yup so..

wun be active on face book , frenster and will not be able to update my blog ...

read my past to spent your time,

yea...!!!

PEACE

2009-08-23T09:22:00.000+08:00

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ok..

dnt course work submitting date has been extended to monday..!!

that the happiest thing..

&..

the saddest thing is that..

I LOST MY GREEN DRWAING PENCIL...

*actually i'm not sad..i'm happi if atleast its been taken good care of..=]*

2009-08-20T21:35:00.001+08:00

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??????????????

MOTHER TONGUE????!!!1

B3??

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.....

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR...

i expected more....

I LET MUM,DAD AND MRS CATHERINE DOWN..!!

THEY OBVIOUSLY DIDN'T SHOW IT OFF AS I WAS DOWN..!!

I REALLY WANTED A A1...

no joke..

ppl may think i'm stupid as i am going to retake mi exam eventhough i got a b3..

ppl i know i can do it even beta..

my thinking:do things well,take chances and never have regrets..

now i'm going to use my anther chance.

WORKING DOUBLE AS HARD..

frends who are not happi with their grades,frends who passed and didn't want to retake:you guys really did well so lets cope up with the rest of the subjects..

people would always change on the outside and remain the same inside,

therefore people are putting an act, as they tend to start appreciate others.

:as people won't change in a day

-NIZAM

2009-08-18T19:54:00.000+08:00

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ppl..!!!

yea..

i hve gotten most no..all my results accept..

SOCIAL STUDIES..

er...

firstly i hve to pat my shoulder as i hve improved mi core geog...

I PASS MY CORE GEOG MAN..!!

n...

ya..

mdm wong changed our class for maths lessons..

we will be going over to ...

*somewhere*

to hve our maths lessons..

soo wat..

i'm still happi with the arrangement..

"all for our good"

so todae i went to dnt..!!

was there till 5+

n most of the time i was toking to uma i thought she needed someone to pour out her worries..

n..

went back home with nizam and thivya..

aft tht met uma , at the interchange...

gave her a BIG barney HUG...

n will be doing my dnt final drwing aft tht..

revise a bit ..

n aft that wat huh..??

let mi tell you..!!

WALK SLOWLY TO YOUR BED,LYE DOWN,WRAP YOURSELF WITH A BLANKETHUG YOUR BOLSTER VERY TIGHT,CLOSE YOUR EYES.....

n..

Last but not least...

**SAVE ELECTRICITY REMEMBER?**

ask someone to switch off the light..]

lol...

NONSENSE RIGHT?

YEA I KNOW...

i think i'm simply too happi to blog..!!

"THERE'S A FIRST FOR EVERYTHING"

2009-08-16T15:52:00.000+08:00

life;full of drama =]

You are mine, my best friend,
The one I can confide in, until the end.
The one who has seen every tear,
Whose hands boldly hold all of my fears.

You are mine, my other half that makes me complete,
Who never lets me feel like I am going through defeat.
You're the one who has always been there,
To show me how much that you truely care.

You are mine, my happiness in me,
Who's opened my eyes and really made me see.
Your compassion and love has shone through the clouds,
Leaving me with no more fears or doubts.

You are mine, an angel for me,
Whose smile is sent to make me happy.
The one who always has faith in your heart,
To make sure that I don't fall apart.

You are mine, without any question,
Giving me lots of hugs and affection.
You are mine, my best friend,
Whom I will always love until the very end!

I love TINKI WINI & PO! Thanks for everything!

2009-08-16T15:33:00.000+08:00

life;full of drama =]

yesterday i had dnt and went for my CIP..

dnt lasted from 0800-1200..

CIP was from 1200-0400..

dnt lots of wierd things happened...

lol..

first i muzt say sorry to thiviya..

i seriously cannot control my laughter for some reasons..

i'm soo sorry..

lol...!!!

hahahax..

n..

ya..

hahaha..

nthingnthing..

CIP..

wa really fun..

we went to :

CLEMENTI

ORCHARD

all around the place asking for donations...

n from tht experience..

i noticed tht singaporeans are very kiasu..

really veryvery kiasu...

they stand out jewelery shops aft buying somethings in tht shp..i knew it went i saw the bags they were holding on to...

went we went over to them they said they have NO MONEY..

i will be happi if they said that they i have no coins..

but not NO MONEY..

if they really have no money than why bother to go n buy jeweleries..

haiz..

anw..

it was a fun dae..

i realli learned how to be patience..

lol..

yup..

SO DO YOU?

peace

2009-08-14T11:21:00.000+08:00

life;full of drama =]

hahaha...

yea gal...

u called me,and i told u smething...

lol...

it came true...

hahahaha...

unexpected huh..!!

lol...

triplets same day diff timing..

anw ...

we still can go through things together...

lol...

hahaha..

YEA ITS OUR DAY MAN!!
=]

2009-08-14T11:16:00.000+08:00

HAPPI BELATED BURFDAE DADDY..

HE WAS THERE FOR MI WEN EVER I NEEDED HIM..

A GREAT MENTOR OF MINE..

A GOOD ROLE MODEL..

UV'E BEEN A FANTABULOUS DADDY TO YR CHILDREN ...

AND A GREAT HUSBAND TO YOUR WIFE...

GET YOUNGER YR BY YR DADDY..

muakz..

love you..

life;full of drama =]

2009-08-12T20:26:00.003+08:00

life;full of drama =]

ok guys..

i've finally done with my product..

i'm now pretty busy with my DNT portfolio...

the due date is SOOO near..

its next saturday..

we've not much time left..

soo..

friends who are still far back,plz ask for help...

n we've to make ourself free for the whole week...

"we;ve to die die or nvr die also must finnsh it"

**mr lim's dialogue..=]

yup and..

guys!

thiviya has created a new blog..

pls do drop by..!!

its her first time so bare with her templates..

she will get pretty used to it soon...

http://www.love4reality.blogspot.com/

PEACE

2009-08-12T20:26:00.001+08:00

life;full of drama =]

Jealousy has
Frightening eyes.
Jealousy has
Grinding teeth.
Jealousy has
A cunning face.

Jealousy can live
Without a mind,
Without a heart,
Without a soul,
Even without God.

Human jealousy
And divine Ecstasy
Are eternal strangers.

Jealousy
Is an aggressive boxer,
A repulsive dancer,
A hopeless singer
And a useless storyteller.

Jealousy,
Before you entered
Into my life,
I was the world's
Richest prince.
Now that you are in me
And I am for you,
I have become
The poorest street-beggar.

Jealousy,
You are my constant
Nightmare-mind.
You are my constant
Love-absence-heart.

Shortest is the distance
From jealousy to hell.

Jealousy,
You are your own
Ultimate
Self-destructive-indulgence.

Excerpt from My Jealousy Is My Madness-Burden by Sri Chinmoy.

2009-08-11T21:07:00.001+08:00

Life is a lot of work. What is it that gives us the strength to continue when we are tired and burned out? Sometimes an inspirational idea can help us renew ourselves and be filled with strength to fulfill our life's purpose. Inspiration comes in many forms. However, the root of all inspiration is the idea that our lives are meaningful. Inspiration is knowing that what I do matters deeply to the universe. When you have the feeling that your actions are meaningful, you will become filled with strength and vigor to fulfill your life's purpose.

2009-08-11T14:58:00.000+08:00

I have to live with myself and so
I want to be fit for myself to know,
I want to be able as days go by,
To look at myself straight in the eye.
I don't want to stand with the setting sun
And hate myself for the things I've done.

I don't want to hide on a closet shelf
A lot of secrets about myself,
And fool myself as I come and go
Into thinking that nobody else will know
What kind of man I really am;
I don't want to dress myself in sham.

I want to go with my head erect,
I want to deserve all men's respect
And in this struggle for fame and pelf
I want to be able to like myself.
I don't want to look at myself and know
That I am a bluster and empty show.

I cannot hide myself from me;
I can see what others can never see;
I know what others can never know,
I cannot fool myself, and so

Whatever happens, I want to be
Self-respecting and conscience free

life;full of drama =]

2009-08-11T14:56:00.000+08:00

life;full of drama =]

ok...

now i oni hve one more pper to go..

phy/chem pp1

aft tht...

serious prepartion for o-levels..

THE ONI THINGS ARE IN MY MIND IS ONI O-LEVEL..

the rest are aft o-level ok..!!

no worries..

2009-08-06T23:28:00.000+08:00

life;full of drama =]

god..i dun want to be the next one..
my body temperature is been rising n falling the whole dae..
maybe is just bcoz i'm lack of sleep..
or wt?
yup so..
i'm gonna ask for the list m kind of going to cancel my name from it..
i want to hve a good farewell..
i want to feel n look good..
soo...
PLZ..
DON'T..
i'm afraid tht this time it will be like the past..
a negative one...
its hard to accept it aniwae..
soo ya...
i'm gonna slp alredy..
i've updated my mails,friendster,facebook n everything even blog..
so its the time for mi to hve a gud snore...
eventhough i wun snore..
i was like trying to describe how tired i am...
yup soo...
DUN FORGET TO ATTEND THE TOK OK...
lol..
;p

NO OFFENCE:
**does any of the swimming complex will be open at 6am**

2009-08-06T10:37:00.000+08:00

life;full of drama =]

ok..
let mi tell u wat subject prelims hve i completed..
ENGLISH PP1,PP2
SOCIAL STUDIES
E-MATHS PP1
HISTORY-ELECTIVE
CORE GEOGRAPHY PP1
DNT PP1
CHEMISTRY PP3
STILL HVE E-MATHS PP2 , CORE GEOGRAPHY PP2 AND PHY/CHEM PP1 TO GO...
english paper was good.
social studies source base was such a desustrous one..but doable..
ee-maths was....err can la.. =]
history..!!i didnt expect stalin to fal on source base..
bt.. i made for hitler for essay..
sourse base was easy as it was about my uncle MR.JOSEPH STALIN..
----------------
yup todae..
chemistry pper..
ok la..
haha..
"DO MATHS EVERYDAY LA..!! , DO SOMEMORE..?! "
hehex..
aniwae..
i think i must get a reward for hving a long curly hair..
lol
i'm givin g a talk to ppl who cant manage their curly hair...
=D
yup so do attend..
date:07-08-09
venue:chua chu kang swimming complex
time:0600 am
=]
crap huh...
haha...
DO ATTEND OK..

looking preety cute and retarded..
[retarded kid :P ]

2009-07-31T02:29:00.001+08:00

life;full of drama =]

2009-07-31T02:27:00.001+08:00

life;full of drama =]

2009-07-31T01:23:00.000+08:00

life;full of drama =]

ok...
just to let u all know..
i will be writing my prelim maths pp1 n ss pper todae..
i slpt frm 5pm to 9pm..
4 hrs of sleep..
now i;m awake to study..
i jus remembered tht we are supposed to hve compass with us..
i got it frm kugan..
so thnkz to him...
yup n i hve to go bk to study now..
peace=]

2009-07-27T22:17:00.001+08:00

life;full of drama =]

msg send to duga..
"i think they were ex wrkers frm hell
no HUMANITY
we still need rest rite..
hey oso dun wasn us to slp durong their lesson..thn gve thousands of H/W..
WAOHH.."

2009-07-27T22:08:00.000+08:00

life;full of drama =]<
"MRS MAGGIE CURL"
WTH..!!
dhaivanai says:study study until go mad ok..!!??!
study hard now play hard ltr..
it realii wrks..
but needs alot of pain n focus..
we cn do it "E"4..
ppl around us just can't keep their mouth SHUT..
soo..
dun eva be discourged..
YEA..
"PEACE"

2009-07-21T20:21:00.001+08:00

"expect the unexpected"
thatz wat i realy learned todae..!!
trust mi..
^^
she cme to me n said tht wanted to hve a tok..
we did hve a smooth tok..
a very smooth one..
yes..
i am much much betta now..
yes ..!;i really am..
haha..
[[everyone in my life has does smething to me..i really want to treasure every1..i dun wan to hve a enemy at the end of my life..]] [[yes its true..its our last year..lets graduate happily..]]
peace.. =]

life;full of drama =]that

2009-07-20T19:58:00.000+08:00

who can understand mi??
the truth is NO ONE..
i swear..
i didnt tell anyone for my change NOONE..
i knw tht no one will support for my chnge..
i know no one will support the way i think...
wt they will simply do is to to scold mi..
its seriously nthing to mi..
letting them scold mi everyday is seroiusly nthing..
bt,there will be a time where ppl will tok abt it indirectly..
the truth is they hve nvr experinced a break of frendship b4..
==imagine of yr closest frend now..
==suddenly one day,they came to you n shook hand with u to say"thanks for everything u've done to me"
==aft few mnths of yr break..every one arnd u started to ask abt ur frend..wt can u tell them..?
1.they broke frendship with mi
2.i got misunderstandin wit him/her
3.she doesn't wants it to continue anymre..
4.she feels we're influencing her too much..
which one were u to tell...??
its true tht wrds cnt explain feelings..
if u've nvr break a frendship b4 ..thn wen u read this u will seriously think "wt crap is she toking abt?"
if u've broke a frendship with sme one b4 thn..i';m realli sorri..
i've not live life to the fullest but started to hate it now..!!
=[]
whowho will really understand mi..regrlife;full of drama =]w

2009-07-19T01:18:00.000+08:00

OUR FRENDSHIP USED TO BE SOO BONDED..
FROM NO WHERE NO ONE EXPEXTED IT TO BE THIS CORRUPTED..

life;full of drama =]

2009-07-18T07:35:00.002+08:00

ok..
its now 07.34 in the morning...
i cant sleep the whole day...
heart fill with sorrows..
anw...
its morning..
so lets start it good even though u knw tht something desustrous is going to happen..
just start it right...
so i hve to leave mi house in few min time..
i'm hving DnT todae at 08.30..
yup soo..
yes..
=][

life;full of drama =]

2009-07-17T21:41:00.000+08:00

ok...
maybe this was the dae i was realy waiting for..!!??!!
i dun know..
but trust me..
i studies for mi SS test for 2 weeks..
n guess wat..
i forgoted watever i study aft my PE lesson..
seriously...
IMAGINE...
its a must for u to forget abt a incident which really made u crack into pieces..
soo small n sharp tht..
even aft 2 solid yrs..
u cant find a solution to paste is back..
trust me..
it was sooo tough todae..
he ask me to forget abt the past..
HAHAHAHA..
he thinks its too easy..
he said that he was shock to hear that i still remember abt this incident even aft 2 yrs..
hah..
:'[
i even told him tht ...
EVEN AT THE VERY LAST MOMENT BEFORE EVERYTHING GOT OVER HAND..
SHE PROMISED MI SAYING..
"Devi wat ever happens i will be there for u till the end.."
but atlast..
EVERYTHING WAS SIMPLY FAKE..
CAN U IMAGINE...
-HER LIKES WERE YR LIKES
-HER HATES WERE YR HATES
-HER HAPPINESS WERE YR HAPPINESS
-HER SADNESS WERE YR SADNESS
but now realising tht its now NO MORE..
GOD IT SERIOUSLY HURTS..
iwas toking to him n half way started sobbing..
i controlled miself n quickly took mi hp n stared to play with it hoping tht i can control my tears..
trust mi..
i was praying tht someone must grab me out of the place we were toking...
i seriously cant take it..
goodness sake..
jes n thiviya came..
they ask wat happened??
half way through mr conversation..
i didn't had the strength to control it..
i let i go..
mumbling "how can he jus ask mi to forget it.."
ppl around mi even started to ask abt her..
one of mi frend, she came to mi n asked mi where are the 5FRENDS..
why she can only see 4FRENDS..
she asked mi where was the other ONE FREND..
wt do u aspect mi to tell her..
My mum..
she asked mi why i didn't tok abt her now adays.. am i still hving contact with her n stuf..
U KNOW..
HOW IT REALLI HURTS..
I JUST NEED A DAY WITH HIM TO TOK N MKE MI FEEL BETTER..
todae since jes n thiviya dragged mi half way which was for mi good..
we left the conversation hanging half way..
MY DEAR FREND..
IT REALLY HURTS..
I SIMPLY ONLY CAN CRY MY HEART OUT TO EXPLAIN IT TO U HOW HURTFUL IT IS..

**sometimes i really feeling like shouting at her face, trust mi..
its so..
HAIZ..
im back to mi old habbit..
the ppl around mi are very concern but when they got to know the reason for my change..they simply dun want to accept tht it really makes u feel better..sometimes toking really wun work u see..
lol..
=[

life;full of drama =]

2009-07-15T21:49:00.000+08:00

Am i coward??
i can't handle probs myself..??!!
can i??!!

life;full of drama =]

2009-07-14T19:38:00.001+08:00

LIFE is getting tougher dae by dae..
n guess wat..
i hve started my old habbit...
hahah..
lol
...
habbit is olwaes meant to continued not to be extinct..
=]
n..
i hve been reading books since the last week of june holidaes.....
yup..
soo...
gt lots of funny things n hurting things n...
HAPPY things to tell..
i going to study now so..
catch u later..
yea..!!
=]

life;full of drama =]

2009-06-26T15:00:00.000+08:00

The king of pop is now NO MORE..

Jones reacted with shock after being informed of Jackson's death Thursday.

"I'm absolutely devastated at this news," he said. "I just don't have the words. Divinity brought our souls together and allowed us to do what we could do through the '80s," Jones said.

"To this day that music is played in every corner of the world, and the reason is because he had it all -- talent, grace, and professionalism. I've lost my little brother today and part of my soul has gone with him.

life;full of drama =]

2009-06-22T15:42:00.000+08:00

yea....
hahaha
i saw him..
i gave him a
BIG BARNEY HUG...
hahaha..
he said he missed the buffet food we had during suba's day..
n i am going over todae to play badminton with him..
soo yea..
will be bk arnd lte nite..
so ..
hehehe
YEA

life;full of drama =]

2009-06-21T00:26:00.000+08:00

HE IS BACK..!!
YES..!!!
I SEROIUSLY MISS MY BRO..
EVENTHOUGH WE DUN MEET THT OFTEN..
HE SHLD KNW THT EVERY MOMENT SOMEONE AROUND SOMEWHERE WILL BE THINKING OF HIM...
I SERIOUSLY MISS HIM...!!
AND HE IS CMING OVER TMW..
I MEAN..
TODAE AT AROUND 1..
=]=]=]=]
YEA..
I GONNA GIVE HIM A BIG BARNEY HUG..
MISS U BRO...
=]

life;full of drama =]

2009-06-15T08:35:00.000+08:00

ok...
so let mi strt by telling u howsm y 2 weeks of skl....
erm..
it was pretty intresting to hve 6 topics of wrksheet to be finished in a shrt period of time..
it can be done..!!
if we were to continuesly copeing up with our wrk..
yup soo...
the most intresting part is where we were hving DNT every single day...
3.5hrs of dnt from mon -thursday..
friday is the most special dae ...
9hrs of DNT..
NO JOKE...
erm..
of coz..
workshop is more fun thn studio...
hahahax
clashes are alwaes there...
=p
soo...
there was once where i thivya jes n shamni thout to go out of skl to b magnet..
**ring magnet for shamni..
******we didnt sneak out ok..
we were hving 2 hrs of break as the muslim boys hve to go for their prayers..
soo yup..
thn first we went to the near by stationary shop to find..
we saw one but it turn out to be the wrong one..
so..
we went to shamni's place...
to the hardware shop..
there we found a magnet TAPE..
which cost $8...!!
thn we decided to go to the IMM..
so we went...!!!
thn..
we were not sure where was the HOME-FIX...
so we went to the directory to look..
there we saw the name..
HOME SALON..
so we thought tht shld be the one...
we went around around and around the first level of IMM...
aft making three super rounds..
i noticed tht the shop was directly beside the directory we saw...
"WTH..."
^^
tht was the reaction we gve n realised tht it wasn't HOME -FIX...
but was a laptop booth...
hahahaha
=]
yup so ...
thtz went we divided ourself into two grps..
n thn..continued with our misiion to find ....
"HOME-FIX"
thn...
i n shamni -1st grp..
jes n thivya-2nd grp..
we headed to the 2nd lvl as we went around the 1st lvl alot of times...
thn..
there we saw..
HOME-FIX...
aft buying the samemagnet tape for..
$2..
WE HEADED TO EAT..
aft tht quickly rushed to tke bus..
we knw we were terribly late..
so i koled mr lim to inform tht we will be late..
we reached skl..
n enterd the wrkshop...
all the faces were on us..
WE FELT LIKE THE VIP OF THE DAE..
HOHOHO..!!
=]

***ERMM..
pity shamni for getting slap from her mom on tht dae..!!
=]

glife;full of drama =]

2009-06-15T08:26:00.000+08:00

A SUDDEN FALL FOR DIPSY..!!
LaLa LOVE'S Dipsy..
=]

ggglife;full of drama =]